Im still very much an angry child

It's a very simple formula, Adam = Mad at the world. I don't know how I got this way and I don't care. I hate the world and everything about it. I hate it's little system, I hate the bs that comes with it, I hate it's little games and I don't want to play them! I never asked to be put on this planet and play the game, so why am I here! There's nothing even that I could get out of the game that I want! So why am I playing!? WHY?! For what purpose?! So I can have a place to live and money and things? Ok so I play the game so I can atleast have a place to live, now why do I have a house?! WHY!?!?!? It doesn't make sense to me. I don't want to do it anymore or have anything to do with it! I just wana be left alone! I can't stand the world and the people in it. Just F off. I don't wana "get ahead" or "be something" I just want to live! Just let me live and do my thing and leave me the fuck alone. Take your smug statements and your snob nosed life and shove it. And leave other people the fuck alone while your at it. If someone wants to be a truck driver or something like that then good for them! Just because your college educated doesn't make you any better then someone who is not so fuck you. And fuck the man too. I hate how this world is run, I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand how people are constantly taken advantage of by other people it sickens me. I don't see the point in any of this! Take your money and stuff it down your throat cause I don't want money, or things, or a family, or anything. I DON"T CAREEEEEEE. I have no motivation to "become" anything because I don't see the point. Play the game to get things and then....what? IT's just a life to nowhere, where your trapped in this cycle of paying bills and going to work and making money and on and on and on. So what do I get out of being caught in the system when there's nothing I want? I need to go to bed my head hurts